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I don’t like things to go away, so we
sing to the same old 
lyrics, songs

we partied to, music we departed to, 
nostalgia is our theme, we simply

walk to the shallow beat, Melting in 
mellow, inhaling, spilling our laughter,

insulting, sulking, Keeping our most
intimate thoughts to ourselves

because a burst of emotional outcry
maybe construed as queer. 
So

we do ourselves a favor and spare
the ridicule, minding our pride,

always on the offensive. And so the
nights go on and we babble on

macho man who-fucked-who
conversations, of 
course, most, all

lies, inventive tales, we create, stories
of 
women, lustful encounters, hardly

truths. No one wanting to hear it,
especially me. But 
what’s a fella to do,

I hate it when things change, wrong
crowds, spiteful friends, and spoiled

fruit. There’s no choice, and I won’t
beg, so I go along. 

 

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